Do you have an addiction? Do you eat, drink, drug, need sex, gamble, watch TV or shop too much? Are you controlled by outside stimuli to the point that you are harming yourself or your relationships? How long have you been swimming in this sea of out-of-balance, toxic behavior? How long have you been polluting your body that is 70% water?
I have a personal story of addiction. In third grade I was “Fatty Patty” and have dealt with food issues all my life. There were times as a child when I would eat a certain comfort food until I was sick. And when I was eating in balance I soon found myself out of balance. These roller coaster waves continue to this day.
Recently I watched myself eating too many holiday sweets and sensed the presence of an entity saying, “This is my acidic sea and you will not change it!” I focused my attention and responded with a “NO.” At times this works and I stop myself from over eating. At other times the old habit pattern is too deep. The result is an inflamed body. Organic apple cider vinegar with water is my “go to” that calms my waters balancing my pH levels. The holiday season is challenging because my inner child wants comfort foods—her substitute for love. What is your external substitute?
I have done a lot of inner healing work and write about it in my book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings. This spiritual journey just turned a corner with new focus. Instead of going within to heal childhood wounds, learn from past lives, attune with my energetic light body and listen to my inner guides and teachers I am looking outside myself.
And guess what I am seeing? I am seeing an attachment, a chord that was intentionally implanted many years ago when I experienced trauma. Emotional upsets leave us open and vulnerable to dark toxic forces that want to feed off us. When in balance toxins play a critical role in our health and well-being. When out of balance the results are deadly. It is up to us to be conscious of our alchemical sea and to have healthy boundaries and behaviors.
How do I heal myself when habit patterns run so deep? I continue to say “NO” to this toxic entity that attached to me as a child. I do hypnotherapy to contact this energetic being directly and, with the assistance of the hypnotherapist ask questions, become more conscious and demand that it leave. This entity is BUSTED! I have now identified it and have a direct line of communication with it. It is no longer hiding from me—in the dark. I have become conscious of a deeper part of myself!
I know of another chord that was intentionally attached to my body by a man I knew years ago. I had an energetic/telepathic love affair (something more common than people realize) with him and let him into my personal sea. When he got married I let go. He did not let go and continues to harass me through stalking and hacking my phone and tablet. This man is like the invisible entity who wants to feed off my energy field. His name is Jon Young. Imagine a naturalist, world renowned tracker, bird language expert — a man who supposedly supports the wilderness and Mother Earth — harassing women. Imagine a man that wounded — just like the invisible entity is wounded. (This clearing of attachments can be seen in action on Alba Weinman YouTube videos.)
The Sacred Feminine is rising. Women (myself included) are exposing men, as well as non-physical entities, who have harassed and abused them. The deep subconscious field is clearing out old programming to make way for a new, higher and more enlightened program. This upheaval creates a collective tsunami wave as laser lights beam through darkness. And where are these light beams originating? From individual Angel-Humans on planet Earth AND Light Beings from off planet. This team effort is having earth shattering effects.
As Light Workers we are compelled to drill to the core of self-love and universal love. Nothing can stop us. No human energy feeders, no non-human entities and no toxic addictionw. The Sacred Feminine force (in both men and women) is in motion. We ride the purifying wave into the New Earth.
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