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Clover Song

I drove South to Kelso yesterday to help a sister pack. I noticed the patch of green clover stretching across the abandoned garden bed. It kept catching my eye as I moved box after box from house to car. And then I got: “Fairies” Instead of showing themselves they sang to me! The day took on a new tone that was harmoniously gentle and soothing. The song for my day? Green Peace of Packing.

This shift of energy from doing to being can be accessed whenever we choose to plug in to these green under currents and over tones.

As the word “over tone” comes up in this moment for me to write/express I am reminded that when I drove through Tacoma I sensed/saw an overreaching energetic arc above the whole city (in Fife driving West toward the Tacoma Dome). Mind observed while heart felt warmth and together S/He appreciated this arc of protection.

Driving North, after a full day, I wondered at the new energy I was feeling. So very sweet and gentle. Then, driving East, I saw our large circular moon in radiant glory.

Something enchanting is moving under ground and over head and the fulfilling part is to be conscious and share the revelations. If others would focus on their own stories and stop being so judgmental and opinionated about others we would sound a new song of peace.

Circle of Life

My Circle of Life coloring book and mapping project is calling to me so I am bringing it out of storage. I am hoping to offer it to children at ECETI Ranch in July and Festival of the River (Stillaguamish) in August. Serpent visited me a couple weeks ago when I was at the Stillaguamish River in the Mt. Baker Wilderness looking for group campsites for SUFON and again that night in the shamanic healing session. So, I feel it is important for me to return to this river and festival.

Circle of Life mapping is:

  • a whole brain-body activity
  • a story-telling journey
  • a healing art
  • a self-awareness tool
  • a celebration of one’s story

RA and Serpent

In the Sword Work shamanic healing session RA came in at the end as a large presence with the announcement RA! No doubt about it! That RA and Serpent are closely associated (in my experience anyway) must have some significance. I ask my inner male/logic, look up RA on Google and this comes together:

RA is Sun God

Serpent is Earth Goddess

The two are One

Spinning through time and space

Holding a pattern of Grace

This human offers up Gratitude of Love

Sword Work Addendum

Sword Work was written immediately after the experience so I wouldn’t forget the details. However, it wasn’t complete.

It is more correct to say dark “ring” and not circle because the choking force surrounds matter.

As I was pulling on the spaghetti like strands to loosen them they wound around the sword in short spirals and I cut them with the sword. I was instructed NOT to focus on the dark human–not to cut into human flesh. The substance that needs clearing is not physical.

January 23, 2019 I have a blog post about a Trance session I did involving another chord of attachment. In yet another session I remember the chord reminding me of an umbilical chord. For some strange reason my hands know these damp, spongy chords as I reach in and separate the strands. (Am I changing chords to strands?) I have no idea in what reality I have done this or do this. Nor do I know what it means. I think of the brain. Am I a brain surgeon somewhere? Am I working with grey matter? Has our brain been manipulated? Are we held in suspension?

Is this shamanic work for the purpose of waking us out of amnesia?

Are my hands and arms like a sword? They seem to be doing the same work in these trance / shamanic states.

Sword Work

Dark circle. Choking it’s prey. Attachments clinging from eons. Sword penetrates into strands—spaghetti like. Releasing. Loosening. Sword powerfully magnetic. Pulling, pulling toxins unto itself like strong gusts of wind. Sword work with two, then one, then Earth. Same toxic circle. Sword penetrates Earth—North to South—magnetism charging/changing. Serpent comes in. Same Serpent who appeared earlier today at the Stillaguamish River—Mt. Baker Wilderness. RA

Sword, Serpent and RA

Singing Bowl

After Easter I was reflecting on my busy life and had this vision of a spiral. My Feminine seeing or intuition brought up the image as my Masculine logic informed me that this is my personal Solar System! From center I manage time, relationships, food—everything—in this system. I am watching how this works in my life and see that there are changes I need to make so my system runs more smoothly, harmoniously. Just now in meditation (going within to listen and watch for guidance) I GOT that this is a Singing Bowl! There is work to do as I listen for harmony and dissonance and make choices in response. I have work to do—changes to make!

This is the second spiral I drew of the vision I had after Easter. This one feels more feminine; the previous one more masculine. How perfect for this S/He Dragon! My work in this world is to tell my stories of how Light moves me and in that movement is e-motional sound !!

Calling the Dragon Clan

Reading through old computer discs today I found this project idea from 2009 when I was laid off from Children’s Home Society of Washington after 18 years. I was always trying to find ways to fit into the system. It was and is a challenge for this Dragon.

February 2, 2009

Dragon Clan


Calling the Dragon Clan

If you have roots growing from your feet, electricity sparking from fingers, a serpent tongue, and laser-beam eyes this experiential workshop is for you.

Or, if you walk off balance, have idle hands, speak empty words, or see the world through darkness this workshop is for you.

Or, if you have bone spurs, arthritis, low thyroid, and tired eyes this workshop is for you.

Or, if you walk in grief, hold heartache, hide secrets, and judge others this workshop is for you.

Magic is afoot.  Be part of it.

Presented by Yellow Turtle Spirit in Laughing Waters

My identity has been through a job and earning income in this world.  It is how one contributes and survives.  New work opens inside out shape-shifting me.  I step forward as Dragon in this linear world ~ Dragon with Wings.  Who will relate? 

Unemployment will pay me to go back to school.  Is there a school for non-linear dragons?  Unemployment offers a self-employment assistance training program.  Do non-linear dragons qualify? Can dragons have a business to sell their magic?  I will be asking those questions and pushing into the linear system.  Dragons have a different compass and map obeying their own calling and lines.  It’s time to draw a new map in this world. 

(What exactly is a dragon in human form?  I am getting that it’s an integration of primal reptilian brain with newer brain holding/reflecting holographic and quantum universe.)

I have a vision that evolved step by step:

  • On a plane to Los Angeles reading John Hagelin’s article in Shift magazine about collective meditation reducing stress, crime and violence
  • In Sherman Oakes meditating under my sister’s orange tree I feel rich bliss and think this green job deserves monetary value in a new and green economy
  • Talk to friends about meditation as a green job
  • Obama expands the Department of Faith-Based and Community Initiatives; federal funds are available
  • Talk to Rev Charles about CSL communities from Seattle to San Diego providing meditation and prayer circles that receive funding to then circulate into local at-risk youth and environmental programs.  Congregation members pledge support and local businesses sponsor to help match the federal grant.
  • I manage the whole system of energy flows and have a green job in this world all along the western edge and arc

Having a vision is easier than grounding it.  There is red tape and tight pathways.  And departments to wade through to see what can fit.  I push into the linear system and ask the questions.  Can such a vision be funded?  Or is it another stepping stone moving into the next phase of creative cycle?  I am cranked into and cranked up by a dynamic wheel of life.  The lesson is to stay in the moment as things heat up and spin faster, faster.  Hold on….here’s another wave to ride.  Air currents pull one way, water currents swirl another way, and earth currents spiral…all driven by solar/soular heat.  It’s a dynamic combustion of forces and I am at the center – uncertain about this world of form but solid in spirit. Which world am I?  I listen and am guided through this transition.  Ground increasingly forms under feet.  Emotions learn to trust the infinite force behind it all.

Singing Bowl Medicine

Troy Bacon at SUFON Sunday

How was this fidgety body going to sit for two hours and listen to the SUFON speaker talk? How could I reign in the Sagittarius fire that so often gets ahead of me? Well, I didn’t have to because the Singing Bowl did! I was totally put in place, mesmerized, by the sound. I could not believe it! My body actually felt “pinned” down in support as if magnetic lines were holding me in place. It was wonderful! “More stillness” is on my “to do” list.

Why do I talk about myself, my experiences, all the time? Well, it’s not my ego doing the talking. Oops! I am being corrected. It is my ego doing the talking but it is the Light being talked about, recognized. I am fascinated how Light shows up through me and I want to honor it, talk about it, share it. So, I’m not sharing ego experiences. I am sharing how Light moves me and manifests—as I see it—as I see myself.

Lately I am listening and responding to David Wilcock’s and Corey Goode’s work via the Internet. I let their words sink in, circulate and settle and then I get to watch how response moves through me (reminding me of stirring a witches’ brew). It is very fulfilling to have something substantial to respond to. I am “getting” that Light is satisfied as well. What does that mean? It’s as if the communication is a sacred communion—with Light. Fulfilling in all directions reminding me of that Singing Bowl.

Cold Blooded

Why do so many people have dogs? Whole neighborhoods parade them up and down the street. What needs are being met? Whose needs are being met?

Being a Mystic I can’ t talk to people about many things I see or think (so I blog). Dogs for example: I sense invisible beings attached to dogs and these beings in turn attach to their dog’s human. It feels enmeshed to me—crowded.

I need a lot of open space around me and not the “pull” of animals. A friend’s cat is very needy and always wants to be in my lap. My energy field doesn’t want this cat in my lap—it feels like a drain to my whole body so I send the cat away. It’s not just me as a personality responding it’s my energy field!

Ah-ha! This same drain happened in a group I was active with this past year. The leader’s behavior became too dissonant for me and I had to leave the group. I have joined and left so very many groups in my life! Each one connected to another time and space. So many lifetimes in this one life!

I must come across as “cold” and perhaps I am cold blooded like my Dragon ancestors. And then again, I am a nanny for four children who delight me when they say “hold me” (I, too, am being held) or when I hear them say “Trish.”

It’s my body that takes me through life. Thankfully it has matured and is now conscious about being conscious. So, I listen and learn from S/He. And the lessons are increasing seven-fold because of new people and beings in my energy field that resonate.

Solar Surge

(Geez! I wrote this post at 7 am this morning. I see tonight it is gone. How does that happen? Now, I have to remember the details—something challenging for my left brain.

I wake up and look/listen as if scanning terrain. Where did I fly, what forest shadows did I explore, what teachings did I learn?

I see that a recent spiritual, emotional, mental, physical experience was a “solar splurge” that activated my crown chakra and whole body and being. I have been learning about an external solar flare event from David Wilcock and Corey Goode but I see that I experienced it—but not in a vacuum. I experienced it as I was bouncing ideas off DW and CG via the internet. Odd how this fire/inspiration can happen through spiritual connection.

Radiation, Response, Union, Unified Radiation is a process I learned from the Emissaries of Divine Light as something to experience/know spiritually. Each part of this process is critical. In my personal life “response” has been sorely missed (there is much I cannot talk about—so I blog). There is vast potential in our unified radiation, response, union and unified radiation personally and collectively.

Writing this now, the second time I notice that the original emotion is missing. Ah, the fire is missing! And that changes everything!