In my book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings I wrote: “I never imagined I would find my wings. No one even told me I had wings.”
Here and now I write, “I never imagined I would find a guru. I have never sought a guru.”

In the book Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda “guru” is defined on page 3 as:
Spiritual Teacher. The Guru Gita (verse 17) aptly describes the guru as “dispeller of darkness” (from gu, “darkness,” and ru, “that which dispels”).

I continue to relate to this spiritual teacher, Yogananda, from invisible to visible and visible to invisible realms. These feedback loops give and receive, inhale and exhale, ebb and flow. This pulsation is causing me to be still and read more about Yogananda.