Here is another experience as to why I say, “I don’t do Shamanism. Shamanism does me.”
Last night on Facebook I saw a picture of the man who has been stalking me and hacking into my communication systems via my phone and the internet. For years I have not wanted to see this man’s face or have any part of his community. Last night was different. I looked closely at him. The smile on his face did not match the look in his eyes. I was looking at a troubled soul and I felt empathy!
Why the change in me? Why the shift? The answer comes from observation. This month I have scheduled time with many friends and am acting like a “social butterfly.” My “Dragon cave” days seem to be over. Now, I want to be with people!
This shift is an example of how I LET Feminine energy (She) guide me. Change happens in my heart first and my mental mind (He) adds logic to my experience. This inner relationship of S/He is trustworthy and has been evolving me on an upward spiraling path for many years. My book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings tells that story.
This morning I am thinking (thank you Male logic) that this is an “orbital” experience. If my friends are orbs of matter moving in space are we not relating in orbital patterns? What lifts us in buoyancy and resilience? What moves us in circular pattern of rotation? LOVE. Love that changes all things making them new. Not sexual love that is based in ego and lowest chakras but unconditional love that is a whole body and soul experience – holy.
If more LOVE is flowing with me and my orbital relationships is it not logical that more love is flowing with Planet Earth’s orbit? And though the world appears to be dark the TRUTH is more LOVE is flowing.
The other morning two horses came into my dreamscape. They were going to lead a group of us somewhere. They were covered with white gauze-like material. The first horse started to nuzzle my face and we engaged in a dynamic interchange. Later that day I noticed a significant change in my chemistry and behavior. Since Thanksgiving I had been craving sweets and mentally tried to change that but it never worked. Now, a horse changed it! How does that happen?
Is there not an Egyptian god with a horse face? The television show Ancient Aliens suggests that these gods were actually extraterrestrials who visited Earth. I just now googled “horse faced god” and here is the answer:
Hayagriva is a horse headed avatar of the Lord Vishnu in Hinduism representing knowledge and wisdom.