Monthly Archive: February 2017

Third Eye

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Why do I constantly tell my stories? To honor the Sacred Feminine that was a missing link in my life for the first twenty-five years. Her absence caused depression, compulsive patterns of behavior with men and food, and feeling like a zombie in this world—a lost soul. Her presence brings inspiration through dreams, visions, out-of-body experiences/astral traveling, holographic images, etc. Her language in my life is an enchanting adventure on an evolving spiral.

I am currently focused on getting to the root of my addiction to sugar. I have hit a layer of “gravity” that does not want me to change and my resistance is at a peak. Yesterday after writing about this I lied down to rest and an image came in. This image continues to hang out in thin air and as a result I am considering it to be holographic. Would that mean that the Third Eye is a holographic receptor and transmitter? What does that mean?
The image was/is a human body peeling a layer from the neck and shoulder downward. It was/is more like skin than a piece of clothing. What is this layer that is causing me to be so resistant to change? How do I continue to peel away this layer that includes an old identity, chemical imbalance, and an addictive habit?

I continue to “stay tuned.”

Staying “tuned” had instantaneous results. I was closing my computer and my eye went directly to a document called My Rapture Book. I opened it and saw a file named Addiction. Here is what I blogged in March of 2006. I include this in my book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings, Oversoul Chapter.

Who Does She Think She Is?
Who does she think she is, anyway? This Oversoul character…coming into our space and taking charge! We have been handling things quite well for many years now. Hah! She who wants to change things all around. Non-sense! Why just this morning she had us held hostage for two hours…two hours!…determining what we would all have for breakfast. She has this notion that we are a gyroscopic household and that our eating habits need to change to promote balance. I was ready to dive into cookie dough but she put the brakes on that one. Not even one bite! She suggested this “yummy” sprout salad that she would make for us. We nudged her another direction…a compromise you might say: a nutritious soup with toast and butter. She is making us corned beef and cabbage later. And that took two hours? What’s with all her stillness, introspection and contemplation…did she come from some monastary? What I want to know is, “What’s for dessert?” Does she really expect me to give up territory that I’ve held for ages? Does she really expect me to change my nature? My name, afterall, is Resistance…and I expect to live up to it! She does, however, have a way of sweet talking and getting our attention. She told me I could have treats but not in the same way as before. Hummmph! I still wanna know: Who does she think she is, anyway?

Busted !
That Oversoul ruined my day! Just when I was getting my way with the favorite gingerbread recipe and bottle of molasses she turned to me and said: “Busted!” She picked up on the sexual currents and asked the rest of her household why the prospect of eating gingerbread was creating a sensual/sexual response. They remembered that Aware Eating stuff they were learning and the body work they did with coach Robin. I got absolutely no respect…they cut me off! No gingerbread today…she said the household can have gingerbread when the compulsive behavior stops and there is a better sense of balance. Oversoul is really getting on my nerves! I put those feelings of pleasure there long, long ago to protect her household and distract them from an inner emptiness…a longing for connection. It worked and now everything is being turned upside down, inside out and outside in. Why change that pattern now? Oversoul seems to think the household should have a different sensuality and sexuality that doesn’t focus on sweet treats. Now, what on earth would that look like?

What do I learn from all this? My Sacred Masculine assists with logic putting the pieces (Her images, visions, dreams, etc.) of a puzzle together. His feedback is that a new cycle of “focus” is in play that includes the Third Eye and the physical body. My body must raise its frequency to be more aligned and sharply focused. So, am I shifting a lens and is this that “layer of gravity?”

My question is, my quest is: How do I let more Light in so that it can penetrate the deepest layers of my unconsciousness?

How do I fly higher and dive lower without hitting a wall? And…why the resistance? This dragon is learning to fly!

Hanuman

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I was doing a drum meditation the other morning that was very animated, alive. The thought crossed my mind that it was time to stop but my arm would not stop so I kept drumming. I thought again that it was time to stop but again my arm kept moving as if the drumming had a life of its own. In the intensity a face appeared. I had seen this face on Ancient Aliens a few nights before and had asked, “Who are you?” Now he appeared!

It looks like my question was answered. Will I be more intentional about questions from now on? It is not my right brain nature to think of, let alone ask, questions. I prefer to flow and float letting “whatever” come to me–not at all practical in this dimension. I continue to work on grounding, logical thinking and being in my body. Maybe this male deity can help me balance. I will ask him!

Hanuman is an ardent devotee of Rama. He is one of the central figures in the Hindu epic Ramayana and its various versions. As one of the Chiranjivi, he is also mentioned in several other texts, including the Mahabharata, the various Puranas and some Jain texts. Hanuman participated in Rama’s war against the demon king Ravana. Several texts also present him as an incarnation of Shiva. He is the son of Anjana and Kesari and is also described as the son of the wind-god Pawan, who according to several stories, played a role in his birth.
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A Ring Speaks

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I was at Stargazer’s metaphysical supply store last Sunday for a SUFON Meetup. After the talk I was standing next to a man (a psychic medium) and noticed his ring. Suddenly a SWOOSHING burst of energy washed over me. I observed this energy and it SWOOSHED again. Where was this coming from? Was the ring speaking to me? I had a similar “blast” experience with a crystal at Mt. Shasta, a Yogananda poster at East West Books, and a Torus Stone introduced to us by Michael Tellinger. I have accepted that I am wired to a multi-dimensional grid and delighted when these “contacts” come in.

I called the man the next day asking about his ring. “Oh, that is my Ganesha ring. I am an author and Ganesha supports writing and communication.”

Here is google’s definition: Ganesh (also spelled Ganesa or Ganesha and known as Ganapati, Vinayaka and Pillaiyar) is the Lord of Good Fortune who provides prosperity, fortune and success. He is the Lord of Beginnings and the Remover of Obstacles of both material and spiritual kinds.

Why are all these East Indian Gods/Goddesses speaking to me (I have a line up of them on this site)? How do I connect the dots or fit the next puzzle piece into place? Currently I am thinking that I am being led to spend time with Dr. Steven Greer and his CE-5 expedition. Dr. Greer’s work includes meditation and Eastern practices. What would I contribute at such an expedition? The answer is easy: We have a wing chakra and we are Angel Human. We are designed to fly in a loving universe — as one cosmic family.

The Twilight Zone

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Do you recognize the voices in your head? Those voices of your Ego self (dark matter) and your Angel Self (spiritual light)? And do you recognize when there is interference from another source outside yourselves—interference that brainwashes and manipulates the ego body? Last night all these voices crossed wires culminating in a crescendo that put me into a vortex spin.

The first signs of this vortex appeared a couple of days ago when I awoke with heavy, negative feelings. These feelings began to act out. At one point I observed myself wanting to throw an object out of rage. Who was this person? I didn’t recognize the emotional outbursts that were playing out. There was no logic to what was happening…so I let it move without judgment internally and without expressing it outwardly.

Last night under the “spell” of Full Snow Moon, Eclipse, and the approaching Comet 45P. I had trouble driving and staying in my body. It was scary and caused me to panic more than once. I responded to this “twilight zone” sensation by focusing my eyes on the road and hands on the wheel. I had to stay in my body!

After hours of driving I was getting close to home and put in a Cat Stevens CD. Many years, after hitting bottom and meeting Archangel Michael, this music comforted me. Now the music touched that nerve releasing a tidal wave of emotion. Sobs and tears followed and thoughts of my previous husband, now on the other side, came through. He and I were so enmeshed, so co-dependent. Our relationship so dysfunctional with its own vortex of mixed emotions, thoughts and actions. Why was this coming up now? In the intensity I sent him love from this side.

I am very familiar with this transmutation process although this twilight “out of body” sensation is new. Transmutation always happens in a new cycle when a deeper part of my earth/ego body needs cleansing/healing. It’s as if the higher I fly the deeper I dive. Light dances with Dark and this effects mental mind, emotional heart, and physical body. Did I mention “intense”?

After I was home I noticed that the top of my head felt like it was in a pressure cooker. I seemed to have lost my center of gravity and was spinning outward, out of body. What to do? I went to sleep. Sweet sleep!

Not sure what is next. No doubt I will write about it! The word “revelation” comes in so I will go with that: This website blog is my own book of revelation. Which reminds me…there was a passage from the Book of Revelation that came through early last week about a new heaven and a new earth. It’s as if this future personal experience was predicting itself before it had arrived.

Revelation 21:1
And I saw a new heaven and a new earth:
for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away;
and there was no more sea.