Do you recognize the voices in your head? Those voices of your Ego self (dark matter) and your Angel Self (spiritual light)? And do you recognize when there is interference from another source outside yourselves—interference that brainwashes and manipulates the ego body? Last night all these voices crossed wires culminating in a crescendo that put me into a vortex spin.
The first signs of this vortex appeared a couple of days ago when I awoke with heavy, negative feelings. These feelings began to act out. At one point I observed myself wanting to throw an object out of rage. Who was this person? I didn’t recognize the emotional outbursts that were playing out. There was no logic to what was happening…so I let it move without judgment internally and without expressing it outwardly.
Last night under the “spell” of Full Snow Moon, Eclipse, and the approaching Comet 45P. I had trouble driving and staying in my body. It was scary and caused me to panic more than once. I responded to this “twilight zone” sensation by focusing my eyes on the road and hands on the wheel. I had to stay in my body!
After hours of driving I was getting close to home and put in a Cat Stevens CD. Many years, after hitting bottom and meeting Archangel Michael, this music comforted me. Now the music touched that nerve releasing a tidal wave of emotion. Sobs and tears followed and thoughts of my previous husband, now on the other side, came through. He and I were so enmeshed, so co-dependent. Our relationship so dysfunctional with its own vortex of mixed emotions, thoughts and actions. Why was this coming up now? In the intensity I sent him love from this side.
I am very familiar with this transmutation process although this twilight “out of body” sensation is new. Transmutation always happens in a new cycle when a deeper part of my earth/ego body needs cleansing/healing. It’s as if the higher I fly the deeper I dive. Light dances with Dark and this effects mental mind, emotional heart, and physical body. Did I mention “intense”?
After I was home I noticed that the top of my head felt like it was in a pressure cooker. I seemed to have lost my center of gravity and was spinning outward, out of body. What to do? I went to sleep. Sweet sleep!
Not sure what is next. No doubt I will write about it! The word “revelation” comes in so I will go with that: This website blog is my own book of revelation. Which reminds me…there was a passage from the Book of Revelation that came through early last week about a new heaven and a new earth. It’s as if this future personal experience was predicting itself before it had arrived.
And I saw a new heaven and a new earth:
for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away;
and there was no more sea.