Dragon Eye

Fusion rabbit hole

I thought I was going back to sleep but thoughts/words (can one have a thought without words?) started to move and became a stream of consciousness so here goes. I’m diving in. Engaging unconscious, subconscious, conscious and superconscious—OverSoul. 

I’ve had three “incidents” with people in my community. “What does that energy look like?” I asked and saw swirling pools moving out-of-synch with no alignment, no engagement, no gears. Do all orbs, all particles have gears? What part of molecular structure has adhering properties—like gears, like Velcro? The electron—I’m getting. This is chemistry. Molecules of matter are chemical. Electro-chemical. My brain is in this flowing stream of consciousness ( a beam of Light!) from a new angle of experience. I Am molecular. I Am chemical. I am a beam of radiant substance with watery qualities that charge, discharge, recharge—or are stagnant. 

How does this relate to the three incidents? In all three I held my ground. I sustained the integrity of my Truth. I stood up to people! This makes waves—e-notional waves. I notice that I don’t stay in the divisive waters for long. New moments bring new flush, new swoosh (rotor) of chemical flow. Love flows through veins! A pumping system (rotor like). 

I inject this Truth (purity/chemistry) internally as I receive injections of Truth. This Truth through feeling/thought of e-motion is a fusion of energies. Fusion. Molecular fusion. Spiritual fusion. What a rabbit hole!!

Google took me to nuclear fusion and Quark fusion. I’ll see where Life takes me. Inside out Life of Spirit.

Brain Evolution

I listened to his words and saw how his mind thinks. It was like a pin-ball machine with logical thoughts moving in all directions. This pattern of intelligence is foreign to me. My intuitive mind is very different with a lot of space moving from A to Z all at once. How can such opposites ever find relationship compatibility? The fact that both are creative geniuses leaves no doubt. They are up for the challenge. The alchemical challenge of “turning water into wine.” 

There’s been a chemistry in this temple behind negative thinking and speaking. It doesn’t want to give up territory and carries a tone of authority. Now that I see it, am aware of it, I’ll do better at wrapping around it before it “leaves the gate.”’ (interesting phrase). The gates of the senses!  Wrapping around it has to do with “product control.” Is the product pure and true? New brain parts are starting to stir and turn. AhHa! That rotor sensation comes in and my brain feels an odd sensation. What the Heaven?

Nobody understood what I was sharing in our Coherent Conversation yesterday. Others asked questions for clarification and I found different words. One example is the use of colors in healing. I was told no one in the group sees colors. Shock! David had just mentioned how white Light includes all colors. So the more I talk about white Light the better! Sometimes it feels like I’m on the wrong planet. Or—I’m alien, an alien.  

I set intentions these days. I rehearse as Logic steps up. Unlearning the old to create space for the New—Now by Now….

Nature Spirits call and I open my eyes to see Mushroom at my feet during the standing portion of Walking Meditation.

Whirring Rotor

Morning Walking Meditation  #3 was powerful. My head started bobbing instantly. I sense this physiological response has to do with chemical/electrical contact and flow.

A first:  I heard a whirring sound that was high/low, in/out, back/forth as my head moved in synch. “Rotor” came to mind.

  1. 1. 
    a hub with a number of radiating airfoils that is rotated in an approximately horizontal plane to provide the lift for a helicopter or other rotary wing aircraft.
  2. 2. 
    the rotating assembly in a turbine.
    • the armature of an electric motor.
    • the rotating part of the distributor of an internal combustion engine which successively makes and breaks electrical contacts so that each spark plug fires in turn.noun: rotor arm; plural noun: rotor arms
    • the rotating container in a centrifuge.
    • the rotary winder of a clockwork watch.

      METEOROLOGY
      a large eddy in which the air circulates about a horizontal axis, especially in the lee of a mountain.”a rotor cloud”   

I felt disengaged with the group today. The same way I felt during the Walk for the World. Emotionless. Distant. Separate. Is this new chemistry? It feels a bit flat, no, a lot flat. My brain feels energy moving. Light headed.

Old body wants sweets but not going there. New body is in new frequency.

Chemical Law & Order

Being conscious of swimming in a chemical field/web/matrix/universe is giving New Earth new dimension—a new layer of meaning and formation.

Change happening Now is that friends are at my place  for meals. I just scheduled twice. Looks like I’m choosing less solitude and more socializing. Not everyone is invited. Not everyone wants to be invited and it’s due to chemistry. Chemistry is the Law of Attraction and Order. It’s the Law of atoms, cells and solar systems. It’s freeing to know this.

Biochemical

What is biochemistry? Biochemistry explores chemical processes related to living organisms. It is a laboratory-based science combining biology and chemistry. Biochemists study the structure, composition, and chemical reactions of substances in living systems and, in turn, their functions and ways to control them.

“Ways to control them” is not compatible with my chemistry of heart-brain-body. Is resonance a controlling or controlled substance? Is harmony? “Control” is Old World language and way of living.

Chemistry is a natural flow organizing parts of One whole. Old World becomes New World.

Love is a field of chemical/electro-magnetic/energetic/spiritual substance with diverse arrangement of parts. Some people are close while others are distant. It’s Divine Design. It’s Law and Order and it’s far from fixed. It’s forever mutating. (I now get to find the meaning of that word)

Verb Mutate

  1. change or cause to change in form or nature.
    • BIOLOGY
      (with reference to a cell, DNA molecule, etc.) undergo or cause to undergo change in a gene or genes.

Chemical Change

More insights. More sight. More earthy chemistry untangled and identified.

I see that I talk about the shadow side of some people before their high lights. It’s an inside pattern as well and one that I’m recognizing, identifying and changing. This inner change of authority allows me to see my outer voice in order to change it. How to do this? I see emitting rays (pink and gold) of Light. How healing! It’s a chemical process.

This mystic has a Light Lineage of very loving beings showing me a different way to Be. They overlook my shadows. I unlearn in order to learn to be more emotionally intelligent—inside and out. It’s a chemical process of change!

He stood next to me and I felt it again—a red/orange chemical frequency/vibration relating to me, pulling on me (as if I’m a sex object) in order to charge his battery. I stayed within clear chemical boundaries and refused his advances that feel like sticky threads. He reads my warmth as sexual. It is not. He sees/feels through his chemical lens. He weaves his web of color. It’s chemical.

Imagine the numbers of people using one another to recharge. This co-dependence is murky. As we plug in to higher Source the chemical waters are purified. As we plug in heart-to-heart new senses awaken emotional intelligence. As I see this so does the whole making all things new.

Sexual hormones used to be dominant. Now I have different hormones based in spiritual intimacy that feels like warm, inviting waters. This chemistry has changed me and my relationships. This internal polarity shift has been a chemical process. My sea of chemistry awaits more change and I get to steer through it intelligently.

My diet is more green. Another chemical process of change. I’m working it! Cleansing, healing. Healing, cleansing. 

Texture & Plasma Chemistry & Color

5 am meditation BOTEC X Blessing of the Energy Centers

“It’s your presence, it’s your passion, it’s your intention, it’s your energy.” …”for the love of life.”

Breathing puts me inside body feeling/seeing organs. New sensation. Pink organs. Reminds me of my hands/fingers clearing cords (not cutting).

“Let’s go again”: Liver ! I feel it with fingers.

“Let’s go again. Move some energy”: Lungs ! I see lungs.

Isles of La

Heart. In hands. Beating. Pulsing. What is this moisture? Galaxy Glue. I feel this moisture. It’s chemical.

“Pneumoplasm” from EDL days 

External substance = internal substance. Environmental 

Wrapping around plasma. New sensation.

“1 find it with your heart, feel it” Tubes. Thanking 1.

“2 find it with your heart, feel it.” Love this repetition. Song like, poetry like. See orange. 

Sense of Joe as gardener. Gardening expertise. In Order. With Order.

“3 find it, feel it with your heart” Gut as Connector. Teacher. Yellow flowing through body. Fluid substance. Moist substance.

All colors want to be in this parade. 

Inside is crystal caverns. 

“4” Red flowing. Red!

“5” Green. Color exchange. No complacency! Taking turns. Motion of emotions.

Presence. Acknowledging presence. Moist presence. Environmental presence. Cooled. Personal, planetary, cosmic cooling. 

“6 find it, feel it” Mandala of motion. Crystalline. Purple hues—light to dark. Body convulsing neck up. “Feel your connection to it” Beaming rays. In/out.  Contact. Moist rays?

“7” Feeling motherly and why I’m wrapping around these orbs of matter. Head bobbing with feeling contact.

Chemical balance. Pure pour. Intelligent pour. Activating colors, frequencies, sounds 🎶🎶 “7”

Chakra songs of colorful expression

“8” White as immediate response. Colors of light and dark— full spectrum inclusion.  Love pours forth. “Balance your energy with your heart.”

Heart thanks JD ❣️

A story pole meditation. 

“Blessing of Life” with ribbons of color. 

“Relaxed in the heart, Awake in the brain”

plas·ma

  1. 1. the colorless fluid part of blood, lymph, or milk, in which corpuscles or fat globulesare suspended.
  2. 2. an ionized gas consisting of positive ionsand free electrons in proportions resulting in more or less no overall electric charge, typically at low pressures (as in the upper atmosphere and in fluorescent lamps) or at very high temperatures (as in stars and nuclear fusion reactors).”the current passed through a column of plasma”

Emotional Change

I was drawn to an outpouring of emotion from a member of Evolving Hearts. There is so much to say about emotion that is Feminine (opposite of thought that is Masculine. These two wires/coordinates are in process of Change. My words: (or Our words)

Let dark emotion move through knowing you are more than your human feelings and thoughts. You are Light/Divine dispersing darkness—just like Sol substance disperses dense clouds. Emotions are teachers and deserve respect with honest and non violent expression. Voice them to yourself or with someone safe. Someone who listen will listen and not judge you. Emotions have roots and—like the Lotus flower—have purpose. Stir up the mud, wade through it respectfully because you are identified with Light. Emotion is part of the Creative Cycle, of Creation. We live in a vast emotional field that is personal, planetary and cosmic.

Emotion as chemistry deserves respect rather than ignorant suppression and violent expression as war. Time to change this story.

Meditation (don’t see the name of it)

Endless nothing brings up something. We are stirred, moved by Light particles that transmute matter particles into enlightened Matter.

Endless nothing as a resting place of knowing, Being. Angelic Being. E-motional scale is human. We get to purify dark density and create Change.

“Sense it. It’s nothing on both sides of you.”  Light and Dark as two sides of one coin, circle.

“Feel it”.  Feeling it is knowing it. No feeling, no knowing.

“Black Sea of Nothing”  I know this as Feminine. The Language of the Sacred Feminine.

“Experience it. Become it. Become more of it”

“Infinite nothing” a field of possibility for mind, heart, body

“Unifying frequencies” “Frequency that unifies creates order” “Find it, feel it, stay connected to it” 

Lotus connected in mud

Dark and Light coordinates, frequencies. When connected in harmony there is chemical change—transmutation.

“Circuit board of frequency” Plug in to Light and Dark from center.

Rules !! What are the rules? Gotta learn rules to fit in as humans. Spirit has greater Law and Order.

“Receive its power”

Did he say “hook up?”  That is emotional action. How clean is one’s action? Mud cleanses, purifies. What is that chemistry?

“Harmonize” Need all the notes and colors to harmonize. High and low notes 🎶

“In your throat” A music box of sound. What’s the intent of sound? What’s behind sound?

“Harmonize, connecting the circuit board. The frequencies in the field.”

“Pay attention to it, in the field”

“6”  “the Mystic” “Receive”

“Harmonize”. Red to black is purified. Black acquires me substance.

“7”  Chemical flow changing matter. “Hook up”. “Harmonize 7”. YES !!

“8” “Feel your connection to it” “Harmonize” “Feel it” “Enjoy it” is emotional content!

“Nothing…Something. Energy of the Mystical”

Nothing contains, releases chemicals of Truth. Crystalline. Chemistry hooked up in higher intelligence. Emotional intelligence.

Plug in to Higher Intelligence—with Beings of higher intelligence. Plug in!

“Drawing it to you with your heart”

Higher intelligences off world.

I live in between worlds. Opposite plug ins.

“Lay down. Patterns and systems” Yes, I’ve heard this meditation before. This is New! I have new chemistry and hear more. “Patterns of Light” 

“Connecting energy to matter” the whole scale from Light to Dark. New intelligence reveals more Light — enlightened dark, dense matter. Lighten up!

A Quantum male and Earth male. Relationships. I stand in the middle. Empty space versus emotional expression. I accept this orbital pattern. I change as it changes. It changes as I change. 

Chemistry of Opposites includes

All Knowing Eyes

Frequency Coordinates Coordinating Frequencies

I listened to Evolving Hearts meditation while cutting vegetables for soup and salad. The music and I found stillness at the same time.

Morning inspiration of coordinates:

When coordinates and their lines make contact a signal goes out. So many coordinates, so many frequencies. It’s Light contacting matter to create—what?—more creation. Law of attraction is equal to Law of creation. 

I receive external signals from cosmos, nature, this body, these cells, vegetables to be cut, friends I’ve not heard from in awhile, family and nanny family with their move. It’s quite a spiraling emotional soup stirred up moment to moment. To respond with heart, to react with body (not ego) is brain work. What are the highest inner and outer coordinates/frequencies I receive and give?

This field of influence is held in consciousness. I continue to learn as I watch feelings, thoughts, actions. Some are off some take me higher. Evolution through conscious observation, awareness.

Coordinates/frequencies coordinating this process called Life. So grateful to feel more grounded with “roots”under ground supported by a heart-to-heart network and “roots” above supported by Light-to-Light Lineage. (Roots as live wires beaming through inner and outer space.)

CHANGE

I Am—center—scanning my field.  I Am more centered. I Am centering.  Contentedly centered Now.

Aware of Change. Joining signals in deep space. Change of focus. No. Change is more focused. New lens of Chakra Body.

“Deeper”. “Intelligent Love” of Cosmos. Nothing to prove or achieve. Love of Being. Love in Being.

“Patterns”  Wheels within wheels. “Passing through you”

“Electric Universe”

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Nanny family is moving to Texas mid November.  I may see them in Dallas in the Spring when I attend the Grapevine Meditation Retreat. I’m processing emotions. I will miss our vibrant exchange of Light through matter.

Technology & Nature

5:00 am meditation

Center of the Magnet

With JD

“Become more of it”

Become more Nature and less technology is a personal message moving through. Do I go on vacation? Or does Gaia get a solar blast and lose the man made power grid or…. ?

In East of new creative cycle I listen and watch the signs/signals coming in.

“Sense it” is less tech and more Nature

“Feel it” is less tech and more Nature.

“Experience it” as less technical and more natural.

“Surrender to it”

“Become it”

Natural world is the “Mystery”

“Become the initiate” of the Natural world, the Creative Cycle

“Aware of the Greater Awareness all around us”

“Become aware of It… of you”

“A higher Love”

Body as a computer or as Nature, the Natural World?

“The Living Matrix…Patterns of Order”

“With instruction and information…Atoms, molecules…”

“With a consciousness from the Field”

“Information exists in the Field” “Patterns and systems” “Harmony…order” “Integration of systems of order” The Body, the Temple, community…”

Patterns of Nature the Natural World “being projected thru/by (?) Source”

“Patterns of body…condensed by gravity”

Love this info inspiration 💜 …info as Tech, inspiration as Nature. Rays of Light radiating through Matter.