Dragon Eye

A word came in with the experience: “shock.” My Quantum Source connection gives my Earth body a shock. It’s a sudden jolt movement through body causing physical response and reaction. Is this the same response/reaction in meditation when head bobs? Seems to be a relationship signature. What is signature? “Love!” Being struck in, with, by Love. Love is electricity !! Magnetism is part of this Source and Force.

After digesting definitions I see that electricity or electrical circuit is that whirring sound I heard or became in meditation on Sunday.

I also see there is electrical connection between two orbs of matter in space/time.

I find comfort in my body’s “shock” response and reaction. It’s like an embrace. I “curl up” in it. More rabbit hole material!

Shock to ground wire to voltage to electrons to power to current to…..

When you touch anything you can share the electrical charge of that thing. When the charge moves you feel a shock. 

The ground wire offers an additional path for the electrical circuit to flow into the earth so as to not endanger anyone working with the electricity nearby in the event of a short circuit. Without ground wire, your body could instead complete the ground path and may cause shock or electrocution.

…voltage is the pressure that pushes current through the electrical supply chain. Electrical current measures how many electrons flow through a particular part of the supply chain in a given amount of time. Voltage combines with current to define how much power flows through the network.

Voltage can exist without current, as it is the cause of flowing charge. Current does not exist without voltage, as voltage is the main cause to flow current except theoretical superconductor.

When describing voltage, current, and resistance, a common analogy is a water tank. In this analogy, charge is represented by the water amount, voltage is represented by the water pressure, and current is represented by the water flow.

5:30 am!  I needed sleep.

What’s in the vibratory field or Quantum is reflected in this material world. I’m watching the manifestation of saying “I love you” to a male friend. It carries a strange feeling cuz  I’ve used these words only for lovers. And I’ve had one brief physical lover in nearly 24 years so not sure how this is “gonna roll.” It’s good to have male friends and let love express through words that transmute the old in tone, color, temperature, chemistry.

I have two movie nights this weekend. One with a male friend another with a group of friends and “cuddling on the couch” while watching Inside Out and discussing our responses with a Coherent Conversation. I like my physical space and not sure if I’ll be comfortable with touching in this setting. Cuddling is something I’d prefer to do with that electric/magnetic male force in the Quantum side of my life. Same is true with the “I love you” — which I’m saying telepathically more freely these days. Space opens up to share more Love, new Love, on Earth. Quantum meets Matter. And this includes honest communication so the parts (internal and external) aren’t left in the dark. This is enlightenment!

I am appreciating this Quantum projection and going with its flow of chemistry. It’s very clear that my female hormonal chemistry is bonded to Quantum man, rainbow man. The colors simply line up and I’m feeling K energy move as I think and write about it. I appreciate having this focus and watching my daily life reflect it. Love in manifestation!

Internal drama is going on with my nanny mom. We are so different and it brings up old insecurities. I keep moving as I focus on Light. Maybe my tedious dog paddling “will find its wings.” Those incoming words (is this a tide?) stir up emotion in my gut and chest.

It’s a new day and I choose to “rejoice and be glad in it” no matter how clumsy and awkward I may feel. My Dragon bodies appreciate this Self Love.

A heart split between worlds. Mystic and human. A personality split. Work now to be more human? To shorten the gap. To eliminate the gap between old and new earth. New heart-brain-body integration. A flood of limiting thoughts to process/release as I look for a new job. Shift of focus is a shift to more than trust. It’s a shift to Knowing.

“Relax” through stress in 3D. Gut is a new contributor sending signals to Brain. New chemical communication. I appreciate this new terrain. Gut-brain coordinate.

“That’s energy in your brain”

“New life to your life”

She senses He processing experience through a looping of information. Called Analysis—loop to loop to new awareness. Feels like a digesting  process.

She watches happily. No longer impatient with His process as She has a community in which to give and receive. It’s also a “turn on” — a way to plug in.”

She takes him by the hand to skip and be joyful. To lighten up and out of analysis. Then S/He hold hands, face each other and lean backward. It’s an activity from childhood called “motor boat.” Then they move in a circle as one circle. The slow circular motion of two speeds up to fast and then a twirling of “step on the gas.” (As nanny I’m playing this with toddlers in my arms.)

Song lyrics:

“Motor boat, motor boat go so slow

Motor boat, motor boat go so fast

Motor boat, motor boat step on the gas”

This is another manifestation of S/He (-/+). This time as a rotor of combustion. Amazing the creativity reflecting in/on/from/with New Earth. Lots of lines and angles of Light allow us to see and sense with new Eyes. Now there’s a pair of eyes to work with. I’m not making this stuff up. I’m living it in 3D and channeling it through multi/dimensions.

I just thought of someone and noticed that it was negative. I stopped it and changed it noticing that it turned around! Rotor! So, emotions (e-motion = thought + feeling) have direction, temperature, sound, frequency. And I’m wrapping around all of it. So fun!

I ate a small cookie yesterday and was clear about it. This morning I want a bear claw and latte. Sneaky substance is called out. I cut  green bok choy to change focus. I can have that another day when I choose. Not when it chooses me. This, too, is a turn around!

I thought I was going back to sleep but thoughts/words (can one have a thought without words?) started to move and became a stream of consciousness so here goes. I’m diving in. Engaging unconscious, subconscious, conscious and superconscious—OverSoul. 

I’ve had three “incidents” with people in my community. “What does that energy look like?” I asked and saw swirling pools moving out-of-synch with no alignment, no engagement, no gears. Do all orbs, all particles have gears? What part of molecular structure has adhering properties—like gears, like Velcro? The electron—I’m getting. This is chemistry. Molecules of matter are chemical. Electro-chemical. My brain is in this flowing stream of consciousness ( a beam of Light!) from a new angle of experience. I Am molecular. I Am chemical. I am a beam of radiant substance with watery qualities that charge, discharge, recharge—or are stagnant. 

How does this relate to the three incidents? In all three I held my ground. I sustained the integrity of my Truth. I stood up to people! This makes waves—e-notional waves. I notice that I don’t stay in the divisive waters for long. New moments bring new flush, new swoosh (rotor) of chemical flow. Love flows through veins! A pumping system (rotor like). 

I inject this Truth (purity/chemistry) internally as I receive injections of Truth. This Truth through feeling/thought of e-motion is a fusion of energies. Fusion. Molecular fusion. Spiritual fusion. What a rabbit hole!!

Google took me to nuclear fusion and Quark fusion. I’ll see where Life takes me. Inside out Life of Spirit.

I listened to his words and saw how his mind thinks. It was like a pin-ball machine with logical thoughts moving in all directions. This pattern of intelligence is foreign to me. My intuitive mind is very different with a lot of space moving from A to Z all at once. How can such opposites ever find relationship compatibility? The fact that both are creative geniuses leaves no doubt. They are up for the challenge. The alchemical challenge of “turning water into wine.” 

There’s been a chemistry in this temple behind negative thinking and speaking. It doesn’t want to give up territory and carries a tone of authority. Now that I see it, am aware of it, I’ll do better at wrapping around it before it “leaves the gate.”’ (interesting phrase). The gates of the senses!  Wrapping around it has to do with “product control.” Is the product pure and true? New brain parts are starting to stir and turn. AhHa! That rotor sensation comes in and my brain feels an odd sensation. What the Heaven?

Nobody understood what I was sharing in our Coherent Conversation yesterday. Others asked questions for clarification and I found different words. One example is the use of colors in healing. I was told no one in the group sees colors. Shock! David had just mentioned how white Light includes all colors. So the more I talk about white Light the better! Sometimes it feels like I’m on the wrong planet. Or—I’m alien, an alien.  

I set intentions these days. I rehearse as Logic steps up. Unlearning the old to create space for the New—Now by Now….

Nature Spirits call and I open my eyes to see Mushroom at my feet during the standing portion of Walking Meditation.

Morning Walking Meditation  #3 was powerful. My head started bobbing instantly. I sense this physiological response has to do with chemical/electrical contact and flow.

A first:  I heard a whirring sound that was high/low, in/out, back/forth as my head moved in synch. “Rotor” came to mind.

1. 1. 
   a hub with a number of radiating airfoils that is rotated in an approximately horizontal plane to provide the lift for a helicopter or other rotary wing aircraft.
2. 2. 
   the rotating assembly in a turbine.
   • the armature of an electric motor.
   • the rotating part of the distributor of an internal combustion engine which successively makes and breaks electrical contacts so that each spark plug fires in turn.noun: rotor arm; plural noun: rotor arms
   • the rotating container in a centrifuge.
   • the rotary winder of a clockwork watch.
     
     METEOROLOGY
     a large eddy in which the air circulates about a horizontal axis, especially in the lee of a mountain.”a rotor cloud”   

I felt disengaged with the group today. The same way I felt during the Walk for the World. Emotionless. Distant. Separate. Is this new chemistry? It feels a bit flat, no, a lot flat. My brain feels energy moving. Light headed.

Old body wants sweets but not going there. New body is in new frequency.

Being conscious of swimming in a chemical field/web/matrix/universe is giving New Earth new dimension—a new layer of meaning and formation.

Change happening Now is that friends are at my place  for meals. I just scheduled twice. Looks like I’m choosing less solitude and more socializing. Not everyone is invited. Not everyone wants to be invited and it’s due to chemistry. Chemistry is the Law of Attraction and Order. It’s the Law of atoms, cells and solar systems. It’s freeing to know this.

Biochemical

What is biochemistry? Biochemistry explores chemical processes related to living organisms. It is a laboratory-based science combining biology and chemistry. Biochemists study the structure, composition, and chemical reactions of substances in living systems and, in turn, their functions and ways to control them.

“Ways to control them” is not compatible with my chemistry of heart-brain-body. Is resonance a controlling or controlled substance? Is harmony? “Control” is Old World language and way of living.

Chemistry is a natural flow organizing parts of One whole. Old World becomes New World.

Love is a field of chemical/electro-magnetic/energetic/spiritual substance with diverse arrangement of parts. Some people are close while others are distant. It’s Divine Design. It’s Law and Order and it’s far from fixed. It’s forever mutating. (I now get to find the meaning of that word)

Verb Mutate

1. change or cause to change in form or nature.
   • BIOLOGY
     (with reference to a cell, DNA molecule, etc.) undergo or cause to undergo change in a gene or genes.

More insights. More sight. More earthy chemistry untangled and identified.

I see that I talk about the shadow side of some people before their high lights. It’s an inside pattern as well and one that I’m recognizing, identifying and changing. This inner change of authority allows me to see my outer voice in order to change it. How to do this? I see emitting rays (pink and gold) of Light. How healing! It’s a chemical process.

This mystic has a Light Lineage of very loving beings showing me a different way to Be. They overlook my shadows. I unlearn in order to learn to be more emotionally intelligent—inside and out. It’s a chemical process of change!

He stood next to me and I felt it again—a red/orange chemical frequency/vibration relating to me, pulling on me (as if I’m a sex object) in order to charge his battery. I stayed within clear chemical boundaries and refused his advances that feel like sticky threads. He reads my warmth as sexual. It is not. He sees/feels through his chemical lens. He weaves his web of color. It’s chemical.

Imagine the numbers of people using one another to recharge. This co-dependence is murky. As we plug in to higher Source the chemical waters are purified. As we plug in heart-to-heart new senses awaken emotional intelligence. As I see this so does the whole making all things new.

Sexual hormones used to be dominant. Now I have different hormones based in spiritual intimacy that feels like warm, inviting waters. This chemistry has changed me and my relationships. This internal polarity shift has been a chemical process. My sea of chemistry awaits more change and I get to steer through it intelligently.

My diet is more green. Another chemical process of change. I’m working it! Cleansing, healing. Healing, cleansing.