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A Ring Speaks

I was at Stargazer’s metaphysical supply store last Sunday for a SUFON Meetup. After the talk I was standing next to a man (a psychic medium) and noticed his ring. Suddenly a SWOOSHING burst of energy washed over me. I observed this energy and it SWOOSHED again. Where was this coming from? Was the ring speaking to me? I had a similar “blast” experience with a crystal at Mt. Shasta, a Yogananda poster at East West Books, and a Torus Stone introduced to us by Michael Tellinger. I have accepted that I am wired to a multi-dimensional grid and delighted when these “contacts” come in.

I called the man the next day asking about his ring. “Oh, that is my Ganesha ring. I am an author and Ganesha supports writing and communication.”

Here is google’s definition: Ganesh (also spelled Ganesa or Ganesha and known as Ganapati, Vinayaka and Pillaiyar) is the Lord of Good Fortune who provides prosperity, fortune and success. He is the Lord of Beginnings and the Remover of Obstacles of both material and spiritual kinds.

Why are all these East Indian Gods/Goddesses speaking to me (I have a line up of them on this site)? How do I connect the dots or fit the next puzzle piece into place? Currently I am thinking that I am being led to spend time with Dr. Steven Greer and his CE-5 expedition. Dr. Greer’s work includes meditation and Eastern practices. What would I contribute at such an expedition? The answer is easy: We have a wing chakra and we are Angel Human. We are designed to fly in a loving universe — as one cosmic family.

The Twilight Zone


Do you recognize the voices in your head? Those voices of your Ego self (dark matter) and your Angel Self (spiritual light)? And do you recognize when there is interference from another source outside yourselves—interference that brainwashes and manipulates the ego body? Last night all these voices crossed wires culminating in a crescendo that put me into a vortex spin.

The first signs of this vortex appeared a couple of days ago when I awoke with heavy, negative feelings. These feelings began to act out. At one point I observed myself wanting to throw an object out of rage. Who was this person? I didn’t recognize the emotional outbursts that were playing out. There was no logic to what was happening…so I let it move without judgment internally and without expressing it outwardly.

Last night under the “spell” of Full Snow Moon, Eclipse, and the approaching Comet 45P. I had trouble driving and staying in my body. It was scary and caused me to panic more than once. I responded to this “twilight zone” sensation by focusing my eyes on the road and hands on the wheel. I had to stay in my body!

After hours of driving I was getting close to home and put in a Cat Stevens CD. Many years, after hitting bottom and meeting Archangel Michael, this music comforted me. Now the music touched that nerve releasing a tidal wave of emotion. Sobs and tears followed and thoughts of my previous husband, now on the other side, came through. He and I were so enmeshed, so co-dependent. Our relationship so dysfunctional with its own vortex of mixed emotions, thoughts and actions. Why was this coming up now? In the intensity I sent him love from this side.

I am very familiar with this transmutation process although this twilight “out of body” sensation is new. Transmutation always happens in a new cycle when a deeper part of my earth/ego body needs cleansing/healing. It’s as if the higher I fly the deeper I dive. Light dances with Dark and this effects mental mind, emotional heart, and physical body. Did I mention “intense”?

After I was home I noticed that the top of my head felt like it was in a pressure cooker. I seemed to have lost my center of gravity and was spinning outward, out of body. What to do? I went to sleep. Sweet sleep!

Not sure what is next. No doubt I will write about it! The word “revelation” comes in so I will go with that: This website blog is my own book of revelation. Which reminds me…there was a passage from the Book of Revelation that came through early last week about a new heaven and a new earth. It’s as if this future personal experience was predicting itself before it had arrived.

Revelation 21:1
And I saw a new heaven and a new earth:
for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away;
and there was no more sea.

Circle of Consciousness

multi circle

Being very right brain I see in pictures and being whole brained I talk in Dragon Speak.

I went to the Korean spa today for a massage. At the end I was blissing out in stillness and started to express gratitude to the multi-dimensional beings who have introduced themselves to me over many years.

As I started to identify them they arced West, North, East and then went underground…..South, West and North. I wondered: Do these beings hold space and radiate lines outward?

Does this full circle represent human consciousness (mine, yours, ours) with higher consciousness above ground and sub-conscious below ground? And is this whole not the balance of Light and Dark?

Such is this mystery that I live and that lives me. One thing is for sure…the parts are coming together into one whole and providing new understanding as to how it all fits together.

Another puzzle piece awaits. I love puzzles !!

Shamanic Living


Here is another experience as to why I say, “I don’t do Shamanism. Shamanism does me.”

Last night on Facebook I saw a picture of the man who has been stalking me and hacking into my communication systems via my phone and the internet. For years I have not wanted to see this man’s face or have any part of his community. Last night was different. I looked closely at him. The smile on his face did not match the look in his eyes. I was looking at a troubled soul and I felt empathy!

Why the change in me? Why the shift? The answer comes from observation. This month I have scheduled time with many friends and am acting like a “social butterfly.” My “Dragon cave” days seem to be over. Now, I want to be with people!

This shift is an example of how I LET Feminine energy (She) guide me. Change happens in my heart first and my mental mind (He) adds logic to my experience. This inner relationship of S/He is trustworthy and has been evolving me on an upward spiraling path for many years. My book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings tells that story.

This morning I am thinking (thank you Male logic) that this is an “orbital” experience. If my friends are orbs of matter moving in space are we not relating in orbital patterns? What lifts us in buoyancy and resilience? What moves us in circular pattern of rotation? LOVE. Love that changes all things making them new. Not sexual love that is based in ego and lowest chakras but unconditional love that is a whole body and soul experience – holy.

If more LOVE is flowing with me and my orbital relationships is it not logical that more love is flowing with Planet Earth’s orbit? And though the world appears to be dark the TRUTH is more LOVE is flowing.

The other morning two horses came into my dreamscape. They were going to lead a group of us somewhere. They were covered with white gauze-like material. The first horse started to nuzzle my face and we engaged in a dynamic interchange. Later that day I noticed a significant change in my chemistry and behavior. Since Thanksgiving I had been craving sweets and mentally tried to change that but it never worked. Now, a horse changed it! How does that happen?

Is there not an Egyptian god with a horse face? The television show Ancient Aliens suggests that these gods were actually extraterrestrials who visited Earth. I just now googled “horse faced god” and here is the answer:

Hayagriva is a horse headed avatar of the Lord Vishnu in Hinduism representing knowledge and wisdom.

Portal for Change

Every morning I am “instructed” (a calling or a pulling) to drum and meditate and so….I am! This morning a bright silver disc appeared in the uppermost NE corner of my mind’s inner eye. Then I received the message that I am / We are portals for Light moving to, through and from matter. This gives me a sense of purpose and JOY !! Be a Light Worker and change matter !!

Goddess is Born

I awoke at 3:00 am to the words of a poem I wrote years ago and in my book S/He Dragon, page 47.

In the hush
Amidst the noise of humankind crying
And Mother Earth dying
Goddess is born

With this “revelation” I am inspired (Feminine She) and informed (Masculine He) that Goddess is celebrated this Christmas time.

Jesus honored the Sacred Feminine by expressing Her Love. She lived through him.

A Miracle

A miracle happened last week through a series of events.

I was feeling stressed about my business relationship with the 80-year-old man I care take. Before falling asleep many faces and characters were active in my mind’ eye, my window of consciousness. It was a very busy space.

Then a being comes close, face to face, with red lips and arms extended: Goddess Durga! She left as swiftly as she entered.
The next day I was observing my client from the next room and visualized pink light around him and then gold. I wished him love and peace. Personally, I use white light for healing and protection so I credit Goddess Durga for these new colors.

The next day my client was cold and silent because I had addressed our conflict. That night he softened speaking and acting with an open and generous heart. I seized the opportunity and extended our heart to heart conversation to include karma and unconditional love. He listened.

This man has statues and books of Isis and King Tut in his home. Is this a clue to our mutual past lives?

Lion Activation

Last month I met a Lion rock inside the gate at ECETI Ranch near Mt. Adams.

Last Sunday after our SUFON meeting I met friends at a coffee shop and chose a cozy table next to the fireplace. My friend commented about the ornate fireplace and as I turned to look there was Lion!

The next morning as I awoke and did my usual listening/watching to see what was “up” (I often receive “marching orders” in this receptive window of time) an email started to take shape and in the middle of it a distant Lion was walking toward me. Lion seemed holographic (as if Third Eye sees via hologram) with golden sparks glittering up and down its legs.

Ngamo male 69 walking

Ngamo male 69 walking

Two Indian women friends, close to the Hindu Goddess Durga, introduced me to her. “Goddess Durga is the mother of the universe and believed to be the power behind the work of creation, preservation, and destruction of the world.” She rides a lion / tiger. (I notice the sword that is similar to Archangel Michael’s sword.)

Shakti Maa Mother Goddess Durga

Shakti Maa Mother Goddess Durga

What does Lion mean to me now that it is more actve/present than Dragon? I sense Dragon is associated with flying and Lion with grounding. Yay! I welcome more grounding in my life!