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Shamanic Living


Here is another experience as to why I say, “I don’t do Shamanism. Shamanism does me.”

Last night on Facebook I saw a picture of the man who has been stalking me and hacking into my communication systems via my phone and the internet. For years I have not wanted to see this man’s face or have any part of his community. Last night was different. I looked closely at him. The smile on his face did not match the look in his eyes. I was looking at a troubled soul and I felt empathy!

Why the change in me? Why the shift? The answer comes from observation. This month I have scheduled time with many friends and am acting like a “social butterfly.” My “Dragon cave” days seem to be over. Now, I want to be with people!

This shift is an example of how I LET Feminine energy (She) guide me. Change happens in my heart first and my mental mind (He) adds logic to my experience. This inner relationship of S/He is trustworthy and has been evolving me on an upward spiraling path for many years. My book S/He Dragon ~ How I Found My Wings tells that story.

This morning I am thinking (thank you Male logic) that this is an “orbital” experience. If my friends are orbs of matter moving in space are we not relating in orbital patterns? What lifts us in buoyancy and resilience? What moves us in circular pattern of rotation? LOVE. Love that changes all things making them new. Not sexual love that is based in ego and lowest chakras but unconditional love that is a whole body and soul experience – holy.

If more LOVE is flowing with me and my orbital relationships is it not logical that more love is flowing with Planet Earth’s orbit? And though the world appears to be dark the TRUTH is more LOVE is flowing.

The other morning two horses came into my dreamscape. They were going to lead a group of us somewhere. They were covered with white gauze-like material. The first horse started to nuzzle my face and we engaged in a dynamic interchange. Later that day I noticed a significant change in my chemistry and behavior. Since Thanksgiving I had been craving sweets and mentally tried to change that but it never worked. Now, a horse changed it! How does that happen?

Is there not an Egyptian god with a horse face? The television show Ancient Aliens suggests that these gods were actually extraterrestrials who visited Earth. I just now googled “horse faced god” and here is the answer:

Hayagriva is a horse headed avatar of the Lord Vishnu in Hinduism representing knowledge and wisdom.

Portal for Change

Every morning I am “instructed” (a calling or a pulling) to drum and meditate and so….I am! This morning a bright silver disc appeared in the uppermost NE corner of my mind’s inner eye. Then I received the message that I am / We are portals for Light moving to, through and from matter. This gives me a sense of purpose and JOY !! Be a Light Worker and change matter !!

Goddess is Born

I awoke at 3:00 am to the words of a poem I wrote years ago and in my book S/He Dragon, page 47.

In the hush
Amidst the noise of humankind crying
And Mother Earth dying
Goddess is born

With this “revelation” I am inspired (Feminine She) and informed (Masculine He) that Goddess is celebrated this Christmas time.

Jesus honored the Sacred Feminine by expressing Her Love. She lived through him.

A Miracle

A miracle happened last week through a series of events.

I was feeling stressed about my business relationship with the 80-year-old man I care take. Before falling asleep many faces and characters were active in my mind’ eye, my window of consciousness. It was a very busy space.

Then a being comes close, face to face, with red lips and arms extended: Goddess Durga! She left as swiftly as she entered.
The next day I was observing my client from the next room and visualized pink light around him and then gold. I wished him love and peace. Personally, I use white light for healing and protection so I credit Goddess Durga for these new colors.

The next day my client was cold and silent because I had addressed our conflict. That night he softened speaking and acting with an open and generous heart. I seized the opportunity and extended our heart to heart conversation to include karma and unconditional love. He listened.

This man has statues and books of Isis and King Tut in his home. Is this a clue to our mutual past lives?

Lion Activation

Last month I met a Lion rock inside the gate at ECETI Ranch near Mt. Adams.

Last Sunday after our SUFON meeting I met friends at a coffee shop and chose a cozy table next to the fireplace. My friend commented about the ornate fireplace and as I turned to look there was Lion!

The next morning as I awoke and did my usual listening/watching to see what was “up” (I often receive “marching orders” in this receptive window of time) an email started to take shape and in the middle of it a distant Lion was walking toward me. Lion seemed holographic (as if Third Eye sees via hologram) with golden sparks glittering up and down its legs.

Ngamo male 69 walking

Ngamo male 69 walking

Two Indian women friends, close to the Hindu Goddess Durga, introduced me to her. “Goddess Durga is the mother of the universe and believed to be the power behind the work of creation, preservation, and destruction of the world.” She rides a lion / tiger. (I notice the sword that is similar to Archangel Michael’s sword.)

Shakti Maa Mother Goddess Durga

Shakti Maa Mother Goddess Durga

What does Lion mean to me now that it is more actve/present than Dragon? I sense Dragon is associated with flying and Lion with grounding. Yay! I welcome more grounding in my life!

The Ultimate Soul Journey


I am reading The Ultimate Soul Journey by James Gilliland. This paragraph on pages 157-158 is a highlight for me. It outlines our process of ascension on Earth that is supported by extraterrestrial intelligence.

“First the Shekina feminine energies such as Mary, Buffalo Calf Woman, Quan Yin and other feminine Masters would balance out the patriarchal energies. This would pave the way for Pleiadian contact, followed by the Masters from Orion, Sirius and Arcturus. Then the Andromedan energies would come in; the beings mythologically known as archangels. They have magnetized light bodies that are eight to ten feet tall, and are the true overseers of the multiverses.”



I had another StarGate Crystal experience similar to the StarGate Crystal I met at Mt. Shasta two years ago and the energetic presence I encountered at Mt. Baker this past summer. This newest experience was with a two-legged man at ECETI Ranch– James Gilliland. The similarities are that these CONTACTS almost knocked me over. So, what is this crystal power and what is it telling me? My understanding is that our connections create grid lines or Dragon Lines that hold powerful force. How do we harness this force for the good of the whole? In my experience we listen and watch for what is next. A very feminine way of Being.

I am using this star image because it is the first image (via Third Eye) that greeted me when I arrived at ECETI Ranch, the Mt. Adams home of Enlightened Contact with Extraterrestrial Life.

Staying On Course


I find myself “course correcting” so that I stay balanced, and in “tone” with my highest Self. This new consciousness and activity is revealing how Light (yang) and Dark (yin) energies relate to one another and how they are giving life to the symbols in my previous post. Such is the language of the Sacred Feminine where symbols speak first and then with time, detailed logic tells their story.

Light energy and Dark matter relate and dance with one another in a continuum of color and sound frequencies. Dark energy provides a healthy boundary and when I go over it I am out of balance. This relates to my emotions and eating habits. Both serve as indicators of my health and happiness. Finding balance and staying there is a lot of work as gravity pulls me to keep the bad habits in control. No longer judging good and bad with mental mind I am “attoning” to the sound and color of the moment, course correcting as I go.

Now that I am working and commuting less I have more time to breathe! No longer under pressure to be here and there I am more relaxed, wandering leisurely through my day instead of pushing through. This expanded space gives me the opportunity to observe the nature of duality as energy flows through my matter.

Duality is the nature of our electromagnetic cosmos:
Light / Dark
Positive / Negative
Energy / Matter
Sun / Earth
Male / Female

These two opposite forces move as ONE and their dynamic tension of e-motion (energy in motion) creates arcs and circles. When out of balance there is wobble and I start to notice making corrections to smooth out my course. If I am doing this, we, as a collective, are doing this. Why? Because we are ONE electromagnetic body of energy and matter.

ONE body includes extraterrestrial life. I am catching glimpses of my relationship with certain space craft and beings from other dimensions. From what part of the electromagnetic continuum do these forms of matter express themselves? I associate brainwaves with this continuum and wonder what brainwave generates telepathy? Is telepathy not something all humans can learn? And could we not use it for “the good of the whole”? Truth is, this is happening now and people who are on the path of enlightenment are creating a “halo” around Mother Earth. This halo attracts more craft and extraterrestrial beings from outer space. Inner and outer space become ONE in a grand continuum.

(Light Beings encouraged me to share this new awareness and teaching. As always, I am grateful.)