Chemical Bonding
Relationships change with chemistry change. Chemical bonds change relationship bonds. There are many books written about bonding in relationships.
I’m considering that the delicate pinks/blues mosaic pattern I saw around my hand and body during the recent Niagara Coherence Healing were chemical bonds. Odd that when I leaned in with my head (thinking the space would feel like a pillow) it was a hard surface. Just now I got “crystal”. Is this not the aura or energy field around matter? And is this not the space where relationship changes? What relationship? The one between Light and Matter.
It explains why I do and don’t feel like spending time with someone or a group of people. It’s in the chemical water and the chemical heat around matter. Feelings are chemical! What feelings do I listen to and trust? What feelings teach me about myself and others?
Drip. Drip. Chemical molecules on the move changing matter. What is the chemical molecule of Love? “dopamine, oxytocin, adrenaline, and other “happy hormones.”
The love chemical is often associated with sexual orgasm. What if every chakra has its own orgasm, its own full circle of bliss? So full that it bubbles over in ecstasy? I’m experiencing this now with my throat chakra as I learn to communicate more in 3D. Communication ripples sound waves through this crystal “wave” around me. Mostly harmonious. Sometimes not. I learn from all of it.
“Chemical bonding is the general term used to describe the forces that hold atoms together in molecules and ions. Three idealized types of bonding are ionic bonding, in which positively and negatively charged ions are held together by electrostatic forces, covalent bonding, in which electron pairs are shared between atoms and metallic bonding where electrons are shared across large volumes of metal atoms ionic cores. All models of chemical bonding have three common features: atoms form bonds because the products are more stable than the isolated atoms; bonding interactions are characterized by a particular energy (the bond energy or lattice energy), which is the amount of energy required to dissociate the substance into its components; and bonding interactions have an optimal internuclear distance, the bond distance.”
It’s as if matter has a circle of energetic chemistry around it. Do I want to be in this or that circle? Am I being attracted? Is it drawing me to it, into it? It’s surprising when attraction turns the opposite direction. Do I crank the wheel back around and put effort into the relationships? The answer again is in the feelings of the water and the heat.